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New Year - New Me!

Do I supposed to say "New Year - hoping for a New Me?"

"Forget 2009 and welcome 2010. Move on!" they say. But, do I really feel like moving on? I just can't let go of all those things. Well, the good ones I mean.

But, what about my attitude? Attitudes of mine that were being condemed by my inner self because of shame?

I learned from it though. I need to reconstruct my path. Need to live life to the fullest with integrity.

As I ponder, there were lots of things in our life which cost us to sacrifice something that will ,fortunately, give fruit into more abundant graces and blessings.

Things that are needed to be observed. Things that are needed to look closely upon.

My inner self spoke to me lately. Making me realized how many good things I have that I did not even recognized. I have family who loves me. I have friends who are close to me and are very supportive. I have many things to be happy about.

But why do I feel so lonely and left out?

Why do I feel breathless? Grasping for air even knowing that it would be impossible?

Why do I feel that I don't belong?

I wanna hide. Somewhere that nobody could ever fine me. Somewhere wherein I could slid my self into the depths of the earth.

Somewhere I know I could call my own. My own, which for now,I don't know what will I call my own.

I have nothing to be boast of. I am nothing in short.

I am just a low profile girl whom you've seen everywhere or even unnotice than her.

I got no beauty that could turn anyone in my direction.

I got only average brain. Enough to answer simple questions.

I got no special talents.

I only knew how to draw, make poems, novel and short stories. I love to play volleyball. I love to dance and to sing.

But, though, I am like that I know I am worthy of my self.

The thing that I don't know is that if I am worthy for the others.

Am I worthy of anything in this world?

Stupid of me! Why should I ask that. I know I'm not.

Silently Loving You (PREFACE)

Preface:

Life is truly full of surprises. You never know what will it brings you. You just let fate take it’s own chances.

Love it self is also unpredictable. It came without you knowing it. Sometimes you just recognize love when you already fall hard. But, falling in love is not that easy. It may take you to heaven or it may take you the other way around.

I always dreamed of having a perfect guy in my relationship. Wherein he has all the abilities and attitudes that I wanted my guy to have. But, indeed. life is full of surprises and love in the other hand is unpredictable. I didn’t expect to find that perfect guy in my dreams in the same person whom I hate the most.

...my own work...

Happy 18th B-day Bullz!!!

Happy 18th B-day Kim!!!

I love you.

Bullz, always take care of your self.

Remember: No matter what always stay poise and beautiful.

hehehe...

I'll be visiting you this 4pm.

Stressful!!!

Gush!!!

So stressful...

I just finished my registration in Comelec.

Hmm... I didn't consider the point that it would be so stressing.

It's already pass 1 in the afternoon but, I haven't eaten my breakfast yet.

Actually, I went to the registration area at 6:00 in the morning.

And when I got there the line was too long already.

"Oh, my" I muttered to my self.

Fortunately, I saw a friend of mind who let me get in the line beside her.

If not for her I know that until this time I won't be here writing my blog coz for sure I will still be at the Comelec right now.

Hmp!

I really hate their system. As in.

I'm planning not to go back their.

Maybe next time I can't surpass it.

Pet Society; I love it!

Oh my gush,

I really love to be online always.

I think I got addicted to pet society now.

Hahaha...

Last night,

I visited Chidli.

Well, I let her compete in race.

For three attempts she got the third place which is the last place.

Bad indeed.

But, it's okey. I encouraged her.

It was still her first time in the race.

Then for the next two attempts or third she got the second place.

Well2x she's doing better.

After that we compete for another race this time with Colin and Kasimir her close friends in Pet Society.

She got the first place!!!.

Yes, she got the first place twice!

I took a picture of her every time she raced most especially when she won.

She's really cute.

And as a reward I bought her a flower, a new dress and two new cabinets.

She really likes them.

Then I thought her how to play the jumping rope.

I took picture of that.

It took her more or less five attempts to somehow reached ten jumps.

She's really cute.

I loved her.

And the society really got fun of her coz every time I visit her she will let me accompany her to her friend's house.

Sometimes she tells them joke. Some she gives kisses and hugs.

They loved her as much as I love her.

I'll be visiting her again after my session here in school.

Quite a Day!!!

What a day!!!

Huh...

I wake up early in the morning coz if I won't I'll be late again for school.

Great!

I'm always am. Hmp!!!

I got at the Accountancy Department ahead than the others.

I turn on the computer to check my e-mail.

There's something new.

It's from Spiders, Astrology and Tagged.

Oh well, tagged.

I checked my inbox in tagged too.

I got lots of messages mostly from my new friend Joe.

I read it.

I loved to read messages from him.

Hahaha...

Their funny. He is really stubborn if he wants to.

I really enjoy his messages. Hoping he too.

Then I got an e-mail from Lil my friend from tagged also.

We always tackle about life.

He shared to me how he graduated in College wherein I'm currently into.

Maybe, I'm going to apply that too.

Then, I replied to their messages.

I got no reply from Lil maybe his busy but, I've got lots of replies from Joe.

Well, same as ever he's replies really made me laugh and smile.

I got fond of Joe honestly.

It's because every time I checked my inbox in tagged I always got a lot of message from him.

And I also send him a lot of messages.

Just a friendly messages of course!

We've only got to know each other through tagged for more than a week now.

Well, I hope his visit in Phil. will really happen so that I may get to see him and know about him more.

In the afternoon, I've done not much.

Oh well, I've done nothing.