Color of Life

There are things that we need to know.

There are secrets that we need to discover.

And life is part of that mystery.

Nobody knows the true color of life.

What it meant to be.

For if you ask me

It's the trials and sorrows,

the joy and fun

We had done together

the pains and challenges

that both of us succeeded

the laughing and crying

that two of us experienced.

They are the color of life

that we, both of us portray in our hearts

The paints that we use

in our own art.

They are the color of our life.

Rain

The sounds of droplets made by the rain

Are seems to be music in my ear.

The water that pours out to my body

seems to quiver me.

The coldness of the water that scattered to my body

are seems to make me chilly.

The thunder and lightning

are making me move quickly.

The waving and blowing of the wind

are making me freeze.


But, when the sun starts to shine

My dhear friend rain

go away and hide

"See you again my friend"

I said fantastically.

She smile at me

and go away (zoom!)

Bonne Chance!

My Dhear friends,

I miss our bonding to be together.

I miss them a lot,

I miss the rivers where we use to swam most of the time.

I miss the mountains where we use to go.

I miss the yellow roses where I use to put on your hair.

All the fun that we had I really miss.

So too with the trials and sorrows

such as when our both mothers

scolded us coz of getting home too late.

When our teacher were angry

coz of our tricks to them

and be always togher.

All of them I miss but, most especially I miss you.

You, who gave color to my life.

Without you I'm nothing.

Really nothing!

But now you're gone.

I can't do anything .

The only thing I can do is...

say...

Bonnce Chance for you!

How?

Well,

How can you forget the person you really loved before

if...

even a single blank message...

can make you fall in love again.

Falling In Love

Falling in love with unexpected person is like falling asleep while the class in going on.

You are not supposed to but, you did.

NOTHING MORE!!! (hate 8)

Am I that ugly?

With a deserted face that you can't even court me?

Hahaizzz...

I just don't understand my self anymore.

I've seen you happy with me, but it's all in a friendly way and NOTHING MORE.

It's unfair!

Life is unfair!

Love is unfair!

I loved you and I always will.

You, you don't love me.

I admired you.

You, you don't admire me. Well, you appreciated me once or twice but that's all.

There's NOTHING MORE.

You didn't see the person inside me that silently loving you.

You didn't recognize the glitters and sparkles in my eyes whenever I see you.

You didn't even noticed how excited I am whenever we set a time to meet.

It's painful.

I'm hurting.

My heart will bleed again if ever I'll see you flirting with other girls.

I just couldn't bear it.

I want to freak out.

I want to snatch you up from those pretty girls around you.

And take you to a place where I'm free to show you my love.

But I couldn't.

I don't have the right .

I'm just your friend.

Definitely your friend. And will always will.

MLCS

He is definitely nothing to me now.

Well, yesterday, he approached me. He wanted to ask my help. And I help him.

After that we never met. He didn't even say thank you to me.

I don't feel any feelings for him anymore.

He's a plain friend for me now. But, I don't know about him. I don't care.

I've been so bad lately.

Well, I guess I am.

I mean, I can't understand my self.

I felt like a trap little bird.

Yesterday, Angel (a friend of mine) spend our night in Cafe.

And to tell, I just wasted my money with nothing important.

Hahaizzz...

She felt that way too.

I went straight to home.

Since, from now on I'll have curfew.

10 pm I must be in our hours.

My Dad got angry when I got home drifting.

That was devastatingly bad situation.

I hate it.

I must not let him see me weak.

I must be strong in his eyes.

But, he saw me that way.

He lost his belief on me.

I hate it.

Not worth it.