It's devastatingly difficult for me right now to think. Since, I have lots of things to ponder upon.
Seems like I am a fallen roses that vanishes into the garden wherein one couldn't find me or identify me anymore. I feel so lonely and hopeless.
I was devastated by my current status. OH- my gush...!
I am a clipped bird that long to fly high but couldn't and thus, no one else could help me find the way out. I am trapped to this devastated cage of my life.
Less color and futile. And one coudn't expect to live in my place. No light since there is no hope.
No trace of joy but, full of dark. Yes, alas. That's my life. That's me. So lonely me!
In my childhood days I long to be loved. But, somehow it was like a dream. Yes, only a dream for a child like me.
Well, they say that I was really loved but, no!@@@@ I didn't that I was.
HHHHHhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm...
I was all alone.
I was alone.
